A friend recently texted me a summary of Romans 8:28 which says "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose."
I didn't want to believe my friend because I've had a really rough summer. I was fired from a job without being formally told so, and I quit another job because... it just wasn't working out. I currently have no work and it seems as though whenever I get the opportunity to, God shuts the door on me again. Time after time, the doors have been shut for job opportunities. I've probably applied to 60 jobs in the past month, and I've only received two phone calls without advancing. People have asked me to work for them, then last minute, decide not to.
Today I was at my absolute low point. I gave up today. I was so angry and so upset that I probably looked like a 3 year old having a temper tantrum.
I received a text from my dad saying, have you looked at your recent financial aid package? I said no... I just checked yesterday and it was finalized.
I checked again today, and I've received a grant from the government. The grant is for students who are full time students and married. Even if I don't get work this semester, this grant will cover our expenses until we relocate.
I feel so ashamed thinking that God could not help me in my situation. The God of this universe died for my sins. He gave me new life. He gave me a husband who loves me no matter what. Not only that, but He has given me a house to live in and I don't have to pay for it. Why did I think that God could not help me? Is being unemployed too much for God? The answer is no. He knows our needs and gives us what we need just at the right time. And even though it was hard for me to trust, God was gracious and loving enough to provide for me when I clearly did not deserve it. I'm so amazed at the love my Father in heaven has for me. I'm utterly thankful and giving all praise to Him today.
